OK, so maybe I’m not doing too hot off Neurontin. I’m noticing a definite fall in my mood. I felt so good last week. What happened to my wonderful breakthrough? I still feel it. That still feels good. It’s just that it’s not enough anymore. Something else has shut off. I’m dissociating from my surroundings. I eat breakfast and dinner–by choice. Despite the hunger, despite knowing it’s not good for me. Ugh. I’m in a malaise.

Oh. Duh. I’m in a depression. Well, that sucks. But boy does it feel better now. Wow. This writing thing sure works for me. I just figure things out as I go. It’s like talking out my problems with someone. It’s just that my someone is my keyboard and screen and several hundred mostly silent people. Wow. I finally found someone who’ll listen to me. Shrug. Who knew?!

OK. I feel better now. Good.

Big breath and–Hi y’all. I’m back–

–for now.