Please don’t hurt me. I’ve been through enough. It hurts all over, a writhing ache under my skin, in the muscle tissue, the veins. I want to bleed myself, dry its river out so it can’t go deeper. Fuck! I just want it out. Get it out of me. Please. Please. It hurts like hell. I can’t breathe with this in me. It’s going deeper. It won’t come out. Like a leech. It’s got it’s teeth in me and no matter how hard I pull it, it won’t release.
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Category: :'(, depression, downswing, neuroses, panic attacks, rape, trauma
Tags: abuse, anger, apologies, bipolar, breakthrough, coping, crying, depression, disgust, downswing, guilt, mental illness, pain, PTSD, rape, running, screams, self-observation, suffering, therapy, trauma
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