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Jan

I’ve Got Nothing

I’ve got

nothing. Another day

I didn’t write. Nothing

seems worth it

lately.

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Sam says:

January 31, 2010 at 10:22 am

Viscerally describe the nothingness.
P.S. I love you.

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